Thursday, May 29

do you ever think about the duality of man?
the ying and the yang
the positive, the negative
the good and the bad............


ehhhh, me either.

Friday, May 23

the rumors are not true, i am alive. alive and well in fact. i am starting to like my job. found some new people to hang with. but most importantly, i met an awesome person last night. all i can say is that she is a musician. cause thats all i really know about her. hopefully this summer will be more interesting than i thought....

Thursday, May 15

school is over and everyone is gone. fish is up in chicago and no one is living in my building right now other than myself. i get lonely only when i think about it. if you are in the bloomington/normal area, give me a ring and we will do something. the search for a job is somewhat over. partime for 3 days a week. wont pay all the bills, but it is a start for now. looking forward to this coming year. everyone is gone and i will have to get used to a new social structure. dont really know what life has instore for me, but i am patiently waiting, watching, and planning...........

Friday, May 2

i need to say one thing..........you need to take a break and relax. one thing at a time and little steps will get you there just like big steps will. breathe deeply, rest and enjoy the coming break. my heart goes out to you, call me if you need to.