Monday, September 22

despite what the quote says, there has not been any haze in the room for a long time. i look back on my years at college and i wonder where all my money came from. why dont i have the large supply of loot that i, at one time in my life, possessed.

now not having any herb is probably a good thing. especially in the minds of all of you that feel that it is a self-depleting addiction and a person functions better without it. you are probably alittle correct in saying that. i now have a clear head all day long and my time can now be spent on doing constructive things like homework and all that. but there is just one flaw in that equation.

i have always had time to do my work. i choose to put things off. its my way of dealing with the tasks that my life gives me. life is too short to stress out about school or anything else. why cant i just sit down at a park tomorrow and paint a picture instead of going to class?

i look at the world that i am about to enter and realize that i will have to suck it up and complete tasks that i dont really want to do. but when you take a look at everything right now, i mean a good look, you realize that all you really want to do is sit in the comfort of your home and smoke a nice fresh bowl of green, listen to some music and daydream.

and now this
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life was simpler way back when
we worried about what kind of kool aid to make
and hoped for snow days

everything seemed easy and attainable
going to the moon was a weekly occurance
and forts were made out of bed sheets

but life throws a curveball
and you realize that everything isnt alright
and no you cant drink yohoo at the nice restuarant

we trade in play clothes for suits
100 dollar bikes for 30,000 dollar cars
curiosity for complacency

everything came easy
when we were young
when we were free

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i know its kind of trite, but i dont give a rats ass. i just want to relax and not have to worry. is that so much to ask?

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