SOLITUDE SITS BY MY WINDOW
life is so interesting right now. i dont know if interesting is the right word, but thats all i have 10 minutes after i wake up in the morning. this semester has been filled with love that was lost, love that was mocked, lust that is mutual, friendships getting defined, reality setting in, and a lot of bong rips. its interesting to me how my life works. some days i take a glance at it and i smile, other days i want to just shed tears til tuesday. why am i cursed to feel so many things so deep and so true and live in the world that i do. i feel constantly put to the side or set off in the corner. and i just wanted to let all of you know that I FUCKING HATE THE CORNER......
i apologize for the outburst. i can tell that this will be one of my dark days. hopefully something will happen that will wash me free of the sludge that i feel suffocating me. i hate this right now, i really do. damn...............................................
funny how this post and my last post are complete opposites. i guess that tells more about me than anything else.

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